Is this my last chance to pony-tail my hair? =(
What I really miss in this photo?

First, the amazing rock formations in that Island.

Second, the time I was able to be a beach bum.

Last is.. my LOOONG HAIR!

Even me is asking why I cut my hair. A friend told me that after I cut my hair, my malditang-haponesa-look fades away! Now, I'm starting to regret my decision to cut my hair. Lolx. =)

Gonna post my Caramoan Island Vacation last Aug 9 next time I blab. And hopefully, I can post my picture with my new short hairstyle.
Laters! Need to sleep 'cause I'm sick again! I freakingly hate this!. (Hey, at least now I know what sleep means, huh?)

Labels: PARTY Harder - Work Hard

Am I back? Not yet. Maybe one more week.*sigh*

I just miss someone soooo much that's why I created this entry. And I don't know what is this feeling. I know I feel cold. Something is really bothering me. Now I know what it is. But I am not sure of it.

Am I feeling cold because of my fever? Or I just feel cold because I can feel your coldness? Or is this another paranoid side of myself? *sigh*

Btw, I'm so sorry for every petty quarrels I started. And yes, I really really miss you. Sooo much!

Another thing, I want to clear it out. I really appreciate your efforts. I told you about it before, right? And everything you said after the recent petty quarrel really made me love you more and more. I didn't notice that it's exactly one month when 3 words + too scenario happened.

Until now I can't forget the way you save me to say it. The way I acted because I am sooo shy to say those words. But now I am more than confident to say that I love you. Muahmuah! And I really really hope that this coldness I am feeling right now is just another paranoid side of myself. That those worries I am hiding in the back of my brain can't eat me alive. I am really sorry for being too much.

For now, want to share the KISSES you want..


And the SLURPee you ever wanted. =)



*model is wearing my sleepwear. Haha. :p

And she asked why do you want me to pose with these props? I answered her, just do it beh, for you're Tito ***. Then she asked again, who is Tito ***? Do I know him? I answered her, soon bebeh, you will. She asked again, when is soon? Haaay. I run out of words. ^^___^^

P.S.
Want to greet my Buddy Buddz a happy birthday. How I wish San Diego, California is just a block away from our home. Haayz. Be sure you gonna come back home soon, ayt? We really miss you Buddz!

Labels: Life Oh BitterSweet LIFE

Yes I am.

What makes me busy? My uber time-demanding work!

I went to office last Tuesday early in the morning, 6:45AM to be exact. And my time out? 8PM. Not bad? Nah. Wednesday, 8PM. That's 37 hours, straight. *sigh* =(

So, forgive me if I can't visit your blog. I'll visit you as soon as I am back on track.

Oh God, when can I hold my time again? When can I have my weekends back? When can I have my freedom again? And above all this whens, when can I go to the mall to shop? :p

But wait, any subscriber here of Olympics Live Streaming featured by our company and encountered any problem? Blame me. Haha. I had my VL when the system was deployed. Bad me. And now, I'm burried again in another system that is to be launch this coming September 1. That's why I am freakin' busy!

By the way, thanks for this coin purse Baby Snoopy my Dear! I really appreciate it. =)



Love it soooo much! And yes Dearie Dear, I won't stop collecting Snoopy stuffs until I own all of it. Haha. Muah! LoveYou!

PS.
If he pisses you off again, just text me. Bubugbugin ko na for you. But hey you, sweet couple! Where is my tocino? Kiddin'. ^_^

Labels: WORK Matters

Err. I supposed to blab here my bonding with my gurl with Alicia Keys on the stage last night. But this is eating me alive. What should I say here?

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I got a bruise.
And now I'm speechless.
I mean, I don't wanna talk.
I'll just share the picture.

Big Brother is really evicting me since last Sunday. And my prize? That beautiful bruise. *sigh*

Anyone wants to adopt me? Pretty, pretty please?? T_T

Labels: Life Oh BitterSweet LIFE

Yep yep. This is just a quick post. Just to have another post after that HUG entry. That's a very drama entry, so better to cover it up with this one. Sorry hun, deleting a post is merely not my agenda. (Except the Blank Message post. Sorry Mr. Sender. Haha.)


*Entry starts here*

Some lost souls bug me while I am trying to sleep last night. Meet my new sissies - R1 and R2.


They're singles! Since birth. Aww. So for any interested parties, you may ask me for their digits. Lolx. (Hey,don't forget to look at the curtain. *wink*)

R1, I told you I'll bargain you here. Peace, sissy!
R2, don't get jealous. I'll text you his number, so don't slap me. Haha.

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And I had a dinner slash coffee date with my other chickas in RobPlace. Stay a while in our coffee shop and indulge ourselves with this soooo oozing choc cake.



Sis S, send me our pix so I can post it here. Thanks for the time my chickas! Love you both. You're the bestest. Lolx. =)

PS.
Sis Y, are you really sure that you save his number? Weeeh. If yes, then erase it. For exchange of your Mango wallet. :p

*Entry ends here*

Labels: PARTY Harder - Work Hard

Have you ever tried to sleep but no luck? Have you ever tried working sooo hard but somebody doubt if you are really working? Have you ever tried having a friend that betrayed you for the second time but you still forgive him? Just to find out that he is going to betray you again? Have you ever tried being in a house that you can't considered as a home?

Have you ever tried missing someone but you know no matter how hard you try, you can't be with him anymore because he's in a safer place? Have you ever had a problem that you can't solve unless you give up the one you really care? Have you ever tried talking to someone that is not willing to listen? How about to someone that pretends he's listening? Have you ever tried talking but don't know what to talk?

Have you ever had a problem that you keep to yourself and the sadness is jumping out in your heart? Have you ever tried sharing your problems but then someone tells you it's not a problem? Because that's not the real problem you want to share. Because you keep the real problem in your own mind. Because you're too afraid to share? Have you ever tried reaching someone's hand so that you can feel you have the enough courage and strength to face the crazy world?

And.. have you ever tried ruining your special someone's mood?

Have you ever tried telling someone you wan't to hug him so that he'll hug you too but refuse to? You know, the hug that can assure you that everything will be ok.

Have you ever tried to have all this in just one day and all heat reach your head then suddenly get mad to someone you love and regret it so much?

I'm really sorry. Maybe you're right. I am too much. I'm sorry. Really. And yes, those words you said over the phone really stabs my heart. For the first time. And it's still ringing on my ears until now. Why am I like this? All I want is to talk to you. But yeah right, I'll repeat it again, my fault. Because I started it. I ruined the night.

Grrr. So much drama and mushiness. That's why he calls you emotera, V! But what can I do, this is me. Emotional equals Vanny. Vanny equals emotional. Can't accept it? Fine.

Wait, am I making sense in this post? Maybe no. Got to end this post. I need to. Hopefully my pillow won't refuse when I wanted a hug. T_T

Labels: Life Oh BitterSweet LIFE