Where are we heading? You're not supposed to turn right here. My office is straight ahead.

Just relax. Stay calm. You're still in Makati.

There you go. I almost feel my heart jumping out in my chest. What did he mean by that? Ok ok. Vanny, calm down.

Hey! I knew it. This is the way to the airport, right? This can't be. No!
Yes, Vanny. Yes. Don't worry, I know you'll enjoy being with S and M. You need to be with us when we celebrate our new year. It is a family tradition.

He must be kidding me. I can't leave. I am not ready to leave. I don't have any clothes.

What am I going to wear when we got there?
That's not a problem. That's so easy. Mall exists Vanny. I bet S can handle that.

Er. Fine. Leaving your home without anything to bring? That's not a problem! At least according to him.

How about my work? I am not allowed to take a leave. I have so many things need to finish.
Don't worry, that's already handled also. Just stay, relax and enjoy the ride!

This is kidnapping! Er. I immediately SMS someone so special even though I know he can't reply because he's on his duty. I'm sorry for the late notice Hun. Again? Er.

Oh well.  Enough about the Kidnap issue.

Just sharing the photos. Will post the rest next time. I am soooo sooo tired. It's good to be back here.





Opps. The Master Mind of this kidnapping? Let me introduce to you.
Feeling emo - looking outside the condominium.

Oh, can you tell me why are you soooo purrrFect, J. Good thing you have Snoopy to serve as your bribe to me. Or else, I'll sue you. Harhar.

Labels: PARTY Harder - Work Hard

It's almost midnight and I just got home. Er. I mean, J's home. I am staying here since last Tuesday. *stretching my bones* Oh, I am really really tired. I am having my hell-week again in office. Over overtime. I am rendering overtime since Monday. I usually got home past 12 Midnight and I will be up by 6AM because I need to go to office by 7AM. Wheew.

Notice that I only have one hour in between, eh? 45minutes to fix myself and 15minutes travel time. That's the reason why I stay here in J's house. Near in office and whoohooO! I got a chinky-eyed-handsome but super sungit driver. Peace, J. 15minutes from Forbes Park to Ayala. Driving an sports car, that is not impossible! Plus his charismatic power when MMDA holds us. Haha. =)

I really need to sleep. I will come to work again tomorrow. OMG. I am working 7 days a week, 12 hours a day. *sigh* Work. Work. Work. Oh well, I am not complaining. Hunnie always tell me I am one big complainer. Haha.

Actually, I don't have the right to complain. The project I am handling now is overtime also. Meaning it's overdue. What happened to me last November causes the project to be idle. Oh well, I am the one who handle this project and no one took over it. Deadline is Dec 15. Since I am not available, they move to Jan 15. And that is last week. Due to technical reasons, we didn't meet it again.

And I was absent by the time we conduct System Acceptance Test. Why? I went to Davao to surprise visit my Hunnie. Haha. Model employee me. Sorry for the late notice Hun! Hehe. At first, I want to slap myself for doing the untimed visit. For a moment, I want to bury myself six feet under because I am scared Hunnie will get mad at me. Good thing his friends are really accommodating. Hi Choco! ;)


My Hunnie is so sweet, isn't he? He brought this breakfast. Fried rice, burger pattie, scrambled egg and a fork. Missing anything? Haha. Just a fork. No Spoon! Er. Fine fine. It's McDo crew's fault. Don't blame your Hunnie, V! And what he always tell you, don't complain. Lolx. ;)

Btw, my eyes is aching again. I really really need to sleep now. But I can't sleep because someone is mad at me right now and we are just two rooms away. I really don't know what to do. And I don't know what to say also. :( Unless Chinese New Year will be postpone, everything will be on time. Lolx. Or next option I'll force Sissy Mimay to do a big big favor for me. Besides, Shobe wanted to meet you in person. Haha. LoveYou Sis!

Labels: Rambled WORDS

Naisip ko lang, paano kaya kung hindi ako natutong mag blog? Umiiyak kaya ako sa mga oras na to gaya ng nangyayari ngayon?

Pano kaya kung hindi ko sinunod si B nung sinabi nyang bumalik na ako dito? Pano kaya kung hindi ako nagdere deretso sa tulay na itinuro nya sa akin? Paano kaya kung pinagpilitan kong sumama kay B nung nasa heaven kami? Paano kaya kung pinairal ko na naman ang pagiging matigas ang ulo at pagiging bratinella nung mga sandaling pinapabalik na nya ako pero pinagpipilitan kong manatili sa tabi nya?

Eh di sana hindi ko iniisip ngayon na paano kaya kung hindi ako natutong mag blog.

Anong koneksyon? Basta.

B, gaya ng sabi ko sayo nung dinalaw kita dyan sa heaven, hindi ako suicidal. Hindi ako quitter. Pero bakit mo sinabi sa akin na pag bumalik ako dito magiging maayos na lahat ng problema ko? Sabi mo magiging masaya na ako pag bumalik ako. Hindi naman pala. Ang daya daya mo. Sinabi mo lang pala yun kasi ayaw ko pang bumalik. Madaya ka.

Labels: Rambled WORDS

V: Ano'ng New Year's resolution mo?
R: I'll try to be wiser this year. At try ko na ring maging pasensyosa. SANA IKAW DIN!

Aww. I love you so much gurl! Do you mean anything with that? At kelangan talaga merong sana-ikaw-din phrase with exclamation point?! =)

V: Pasensya? Er. I'll try. But I don't think I am a slave of pasensya. Haha. Maybe I'll try na lang na hindi umabot sa credit limit ko everytime na mag shopping ako. Haha.
R: Uhmm. That's a good idea. Go Gurl. And good luck sa'yo. I surely doubt you can keep that one.

Hala. Walang tiwala sa akin na kaya ko yun. Pero kaya ko nga ba?

V: Kaya lang parang mas madali maging pasensyosa kesa sa sinabi ko ah. Pero kaya ko yan. Di naman counted as credit card ang debit card di ba? Haha.

And yes. Di ko nga kinaya kasi pag kauwi ko pa lang sa Manila galing Subic eh na-break ko na agad yung New Year's Resolution ko. Sa body Shop pa lang, halos kalahi na agad ako sa CL ko. Haha. Nag shopping ng pampaarte sa katawan. But it's ok. Sabi nga ng Body Shop, Love Your Body!. Pero di naman ako selfish. Binilhan ko din kasi mga friends ko na nakalimutan ko regaluhan last Christmas. =)

So when I got home, I decided to change my New Year's resolution. Last year, I prohibit myself from drinking soda - Yep, I did not take any soda for one year, even a single sip of it. And also beer - but my Hunnie tried to break that. Nilagay nya yung bottle ng beer sa mouth ko and did not remove it hanggat di ako nag take kahit isang sip lang. Sweet noh? Haha. Love you hun! Pero that's the only time I got the taste of beer for 2008. I always order cocktails when I go out. Mas magastos. Haha.

Back to my New Year's resolution. This year, I will prohibit myself from eating DOUGHNUT. Can you believe it? I already say Buh-bye  to my heavenly Krispy Kreme? Oh well, sana kayanin ko. Haha. I am a dougnut lover. Sooobra! I always ask a friend to bring Krispy Kreme everytime he visits me at my office. And almost every morning, doughnut ng Country Style ang breakfast ko. Not just one, but two. Haha. Takaw.

Kaya ang consequence eh mabilis ako mag gain ng weight even I skip lunch. And for the record, I gained two inches in my waistline after what happened to me last November. Imbes na pumayat ako, lalo pa ako tumaba. So as part of my "regain-your-body" regimen, I'll say NO to doughnuts this year 2009. =)

And I noticed kasi na mas nagiging sexy na si Karmi sa akin lalo na sa post na ito --> Sexy ni Mimay. Kaya kelangan kong i-defend ang title ko. Hehe. Kiddin'. Love you sis! =)

Labels: Rambled WORDS

Last night, I had my first nightmare for the year 2009. Five bullets entered my body through my back. And one bullet through my head. The gunman? Still the man with the mask. =(

When can I have a sleep that I can consider a really good night sleep? *sigh*

Speaking of sleep and nightmare, I wanna greet my Tiny Bear a happy 3rd birthday. =)


She's so tiny, eh? Lolx. She was given by B last January 8, 2006. He gave me this for my birthday because I always complain that I can't sleep alone. That I am sooo afraid to sleep alone because of those d*mn nightmares. Yeah, I am having bad dreams for more than three years now. =(

So that's it! He gave me this and told me that Tiny Bear will always be by my side when I sleep. ;)

So sweet. I miss my sweetest brother. *sigh*

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I still can't forget the countless "I hate you!" or the unending "Why are you here?" or the screaming "Get out of my room!" I said to him when we are still aged 7 to 10. He always went to our house and eat my Koko Crunch - he's just my neighbor! He, together with my brother, will dribble the basketball in my head or will make me a target of their pellet guns. Such a heartless boy, isn't it? I didn't imagine that that Chinese heartless boy will be the one who will give me the meaning of CARE more than Webster can define it. And he will be the one who will give everything - more than a real family can offer. From a villain to my hero - that's my King J.
J, thanks for always being there. And again, thanks for the sunflowers. I really love it. You still know how to cheer me up in a simple way. I am so thankful I have you, including your family. Thanks for staying awake when I am sleeping in the hospital. Sorry I am still the coward little girl you used to teased. We gonna visit your bestfriend B before you go back to LA, ok? =)

I knew this guy for only three years. I met him in my first work. At first, we didn't click - no chemistry at all. Until we became teammates. The rest is history. Haha. Panget! I'm being too careful in what to write about you. Seriously, my dear R is one of the people I trust most. He's always ready to leave his office every time I am in trouble - even just a simple reason that I need someone who will carry my baggage. My second king, my bodyguard. Lolx.
R, thanks for tolerating my bratinella attitude. Haha. I always adore your kakulitan. Thanks for putting a smile on my face even I felt like crying. And yes, I am so sure you ain't gonna escape my controversial world. Harhar. Tell your gf I kicked your *ss off from my house last time you hide there because of your teeny weeny LQ. Haha. See you again R.

I knew from the start that we gonna hit the precious friendship thinggy. Not because we are always suffering from emotional crisis. Haha. But because we are both b*tches. Yeah, my third king is a b*tch. B*tch to the point that he know how to hide/show the b*tch on me. His name is one of the few names that will automatically pop on my mind if I hear the word CHILL. Knowing him is like partying everyday! That's my third king, my clown in a million. ;)
R, thanks for putting colors in my everyday life. Too bad we don't see each other as much as we wanrted to. But it's ok. No matter what happen, I know you are just SMS away. I miss you so much R! I miss our Krispy Kreme bonding!

That's my three kings. Tell me I'm lucky to have them. Tell me! haha. Then kick me 'cause sometimes I still feel alone. Bad Vanny. Hey V, don't let what you want forget what you have. So hardheaded. Tsk tsk.

Since I am a self-confessed hardheaded, I will add one prince to my three kings -  My Prince Frogi. =)
I miss you so much hunnie! Hey hun, do you still remember the time you told me that I should not skip meal? And I shouldn't be too lazy to eat? Oh well Hunnie, why don't you internalize what you said before, huh? Grrr. Don't be too lazy to eat hun! You're a nurse, remember? Gonna go there and I'll make sure you're eating proper meal!

Happy three kings bloggers! =)

Labels: Confession of a Fickle Mind